Disconnecting

CommunalBoundary / Acion

Documented 7/31/05

Pre-Liberation Qualities:
  • 1st Impression: None.
  • Location: Skin sensation – "topical." Three feet out; in just under surface of skin, paper thin.
  • Substance: A gas – an evaporative feeling, like steam off water – a vapor.
  • Temp: Hot, boiling.
  • Color: Red.
  • Movement: It's rather still, but a tension causes a certain stillness; tension is both pushing in and pushing out.
  • Sound/Voice: No words; sound like a hum, like a steady motor sound.
  • Misc: None.
Pre-Liberation Thought Patterns:
  • I am not you!
  • I can't feel you.
  • I have no connection to you.
  • I need to relate.
  • I have to protect myself.
  • With others I experience apathy, not caring; "whatever."

After Liberation,
this feeling became
"Showing up with wisdom"