Shut down

CommunalBoundary / Guidance

Documented 7/31/05

Pre-Liberation Qualities:
  • 1st Impression: None.
  • Location: A shield all around my body, like a cylinder; six inches thick, a foot away from me; an arm's length above my head, down to the ground.
  • Substance: A gas.
  • Temp: A little above body temp.
  • Color: Transparent – if you reached out to touch it, it would have an irridescent rainbow in that place.
  • Movement: Swirling like a dust devil, counterclockwise looking from top; also flowing upward.
  • Sound/Voice: "Go away." Stern.
  • Misc: Keeps people out, and keeps me in.
Pre-Liberation Thought Patterns:
  • I am not of value.
  • I can't connect with you.
  • I don't have space to be.
  • I want love.
  • I have to go within or I'll lose touch with myself.
  • With others, I am emotionally withdrawn.

After Liberation,
this feeling became
"Young at heart"