Extreme frustration

CommunalOutside / Action

Documented 7/31/05

Pre-Liberation Qualities:
  • 1st Impression: None.
  • Location: From shin to feet, surrounding my legs, one inch thick.
  • Substance: Mud.
  • Temp: Cool.
  • Color: Mustard yellow.
  • Movement: It's kind of stuck; also oozing. My feet are stuck but the goop is oozing up.
  • Sound/Voice: A long, loud scream.
  • Misc: None.
Pre-Liberation Thought Patterns:
  • I am stuck.
  • I can't move.
  • I have no room to be, no place to be.
  • I want to be heard, listened to.
  • I have to get out of here or I'm permanently stuck.
  • With others I am impatient.

After Liberation,
this feeling became
"Birth"