Shame

CommunalOutside / Source

Documented 7/31/05

Pre-Liberation Qualities:
  • 1st Impression: None.
  • Location: Between shoulder blades in the back, size of a fist.
  • Substance: Solid, hard, rough texture, like a cluster of crystals.
  • Temp: Cold.
  • Color: Deep, deep purple.
  • Movement: Pretty locked in there – no movement.
  • Sound/Voice: The sound of a snake hissing
  • Misc: None.
Pre-Liberation Thought Patterns:
  • I am wrong.
  • I can't help myself.
  • I don't have support.
  • I want recognition.
  • I have to find a solution.
  • I tend to shut down around others.

After Liberation,
this feeling became
"Joy"