Documented 3/10/06
- 1st Impression: Triggered by frustration. Accompanied by doubting myself.
- Location: Stomach – whole belly.
- Substance: Liquid, thicker than water, but not as thick as oil.
- Temp: Kind of warm – pleasant-warm.
- Color: Green, murky.
- Movement: Churn/slosh. You don't want to move because that might make it worse.
- Sound: The sound of a thick liquid just sloshing around, sometimes a little vacuum/sucking sounds.
- Misc: Action: Push this out of my head, do the song, deal with it afterwards, (get on with it).
- I am not feeling good because I am uneasy.
- I will not move.
- I want it to be over; I want assurance, some positive feeling.
- I don't want to go on. I'm feeling doubted and I don't want to feel that way any more.
- I just want to go away, or for everyone else to leave.
- This makes me feel like I don't know what I'm doing. It's specific: maybe this song, etc., isn't good.
Through Liberation,
this feeling became
"Sunburst"
Summary of all states before liberation.
Overview of all states before and after liberation.